Belajar Bersyukur...

terlihat mudah...
terdengar ringan...

iya memang,
bersyukur adalah paling mudah waktu kita lagi seneng..
tapi waktu lagi susah...
lagi stress...
tertekan..

itu dia dimana kita namanya "belajar" untuk bersyukur.
dimana rasa syukur itu tidak bisa dengan sendirinya mengalir keluar,
tapi haruslah kita pelajari,
harus ditekuni.

dalam keadaan full pressure gini,
gimana caranya bersyukur ya?

utine kangen banget sama Daddy..
its like,
this is the first time that i feel really alone..
this is the first time that i feel "where are You, Dad?" - situation.

i feel so scared..
dan ini kayanya karna utine being ignorance sama Tuhan blakangan ini.

He gives not an easy path for me,
not a happy-go-lucky life for me...

but this is what makes me stronger.
i know it will.
but the process is just about to begin.

i'll definitely be struggling fully.
it's not gonna be easy..
but for sure,
utine will be shaped.
i'm a golden generation.
of course everything wont be easy for me. will it?

heehehee...

"..if ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible to you. " (Matthew 17 : 20)