Belajar Bersyukur...

terlihat mudah...
terdengar ringan...

iya memang,
bersyukur adalah paling mudah waktu kita lagi seneng..
tapi waktu lagi susah...
lagi stress...
tertekan..

itu dia dimana kita namanya "belajar" untuk bersyukur.
dimana rasa syukur itu tidak bisa dengan sendirinya mengalir keluar,
tapi haruslah kita pelajari,
harus ditekuni.

dalam keadaan full pressure gini,
gimana caranya bersyukur ya?

utine kangen banget sama Daddy..
its like,
this is the first time that i feel really alone..
this is the first time that i feel "where are You, Dad?" - situation.

i feel so scared..
dan ini kayanya karna utine being ignorance sama Tuhan blakangan ini.

He gives not an easy path for me,
not a happy-go-lucky life for me...

but this is what makes me stronger.
i know it will.
but the process is just about to begin.

i'll definitely be struggling fully.
it's not gonna be easy..
but for sure,
utine will be shaped.
i'm a golden generation.
of course everything wont be easy for me. will it?

heehehee...

"..if ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible to you. " (Matthew 17 : 20)

It was a Great Chemistry..

Hey!
my Shanghai was great.

i met this La-Dee, she's gorgeously charming!
bener² ngingetin gua sama my jie =)
cara dia ngomong, cara dia peduli,
cara dia ngajarin gua,
it really feels like her.
it really is comfortable!


dan kenapa utine begitu amazed?
karna ini bisa dibilang ptama kalinya utine merasa sangat nyaman sama seseorang di tempat baru ini, dan kita bahkan baru ptama kali ktemu.
sempet kerja satu wilayah sih sama dia,
dan itu dia yg bikin sangat teramat sangat berkesan.

bener² gak nge'boss' gitu,
down to earth and caring banget deh!
sampe add fb nya,
yah, hoping that we can communicate more each other,
berteman, dan jadi temannn!! hihihi..

bener² salut sama tipe pemimpin yg begini,
baik, humble, gak belagu, gak nyoba², gak nyebelin, gak rese..
sama skali gak individualis, hmmmm.
can't say la,
dia itu one in a million kayanya yah in this kind of industry yg hobi sikut kanan kiri.

yg dibilang orang 'stupid asian culture' tuh ga blaku buat dia.
dan utine mau jadi leading kaya dia ah.. suatu saat.
biar semua orang tau, bahwa tradisi kaya gitu udah gak layak ada!

setting a good example buat orang², bahwa stupid culture kaya gitu gak berguna buat perusahaan, sama skali gak ngebangun.
yg ada malahan tar orang jadi dendam. rese kan.
bukannya majuin perusahaan malahan jadi pada main wayang, dragging themselves to go to work.
entah knapa tradisi bodoh ini bahkan dibilang 'tradisi'.

hmm.
bangun siang ini (iya, siang.) baru ptama kalinya utine tau dan sadar kalo utine itu homesick.
kangen pacar deh.
kangen temen² juga.
kepikiran bahwa disini gak ada org yg bener↓3 bisa bikin utine ngerasa nyaman dan ga ada org yg bisa digantungin. (emang boleh yah?)
hehe.

aaaaaaa.
pingin pulang segera!!
ngebayangin nih masa probation nanti bakal nyiksa kaya apa tauk tuh yah.
huaaaaaaaaa.

Ms. Dee,
hope we can be friends =)